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synopsychic2018-04-10 07:04 pm
capital_asset) wrote in synopsychic2018-04-10 07:04 pm
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[walkabout] Duck? Rabbit, Duck? [backdated to the first week of April]
I'm beginning to feel like I'm monopolizing the network, but... two things:
One, I had another prophetic dream last night: The Manticore looming over a puppet theatre, making a skeletal marionette dance on the graves of the Third Reich.
Two, I think I've figured out who we're carrying around with us - or rather, whose soul. Have any of you heard of Koschei the Deathless?
One, I had another prophetic dream last night: The Manticore looming over a puppet theatre, making a skeletal marionette dance on the graves of the Third Reich.
Two, I think I've figured out who we're carrying around with us - or rather, whose soul. Have any of you heard of Koschei the Deathless?
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[Granted, some of them are more resilient than others.]
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If you... want company hiding away, I can do that. Although Tama will probably insist on being there, too.
[There's a certain tentativeness behind that offer. This is all still very new to him.]
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[Only almost, because he might still be bitter about missing out on Hogwarts for this.]
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...that sounds nice, actually. As long as Tama doesn't get too weirded out by me.
[He'll definitely need some actual proper alone time, but he will appreciate Raidou being back in his normal body where he can get it.]
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[Raidou knows nothing about Hogwarts, but he'd like to hope that someone had a tolerable time this round. Granted, it would have been nice if they were too, but... well.]
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[Raidou gets the need for proper alone time - he'll probably need some as well - but he also needs some time to be around Gil when they're not surrounded quite so closely by other people.]
She adjusted to the demons pretty quickly, and she's gotten to like Thorne, although the vampirism confused her at first. She's not all that fond of Jules, but that's more because of all the screaming than anything else.
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If anyone's fond of Jules specifically because of the screaming, I have some serious questions for them.
[And there's a small note of amusement in his voice as he says that.]
...how are you holding up so far? Cos you might be winning for 'shittiest time on walkabout' right now.
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So would I, honestly.
[And there's the question he was expecting. Truthfully, Raidou's not sure how to answer it. He knows what he's supposed to say ("I'm fine"), but he also knows that's a lie, and one Gil will see through easily at that. And Raidou really doesn't want to lie to Gil. Still, he's not used to just admitting things are bothering him, so there's a long pause before he answers.]
I... would very much like to not be piloting someone else's corpse right now.
[There's a slightly distant tone in his voice, one Gil will probably recognize as an indicator that he's dissociating a little. This is bringing back some very unpleasant memories.]
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[Well, he's not surprised at all by that response. Nor the dissociating, but he's not sure how much he can do to ground Raidou with that one; even if Raidou were the kind of person who appreciated physical affection, it would probably just make it worse to ask if he needed a hug or something while he's. Like that.]
Yeah. No, that's entirely legit. But we've been here for a pretty good few weeks now, we've gotta be more than halfway through this. It won't be for much longer.
[Unless Raidou getting killed again doesn't bring him back in another borrowed body; but if there's no guarantee he won't get his own body out of it, Gil's not about to suggest it in a hurry.]
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The last time something like this happened, there was a week and a half left to the Jaunt. But that was an overlay, and not... this.
[This being a completely different body. No matter how alien it had felt to Jouhei after a decade or so of Ai being in near-complete control, it had at least been his body.]
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[At least when Gil used to die a lot, he was always in the one body. He can't really imagine what it'd be like to wake up in a genuinely different body each time, not one that's just got some fancy new scars. He doesn't want to, frankly.]
Sounds about the same as now, yeah. Just gotta take it one day at a time, right? And with how fucked everything is, they're coming at us fast enough that we'll be back in Liminal in no time.
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I'm not sure whether that's comforting or not.
[His mental voice still mostly sounds hollow and distant, but there's an undertone of dryness in that statement, which could be taken as a good sign.]
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I think it just is what it is. We can do this.
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[There's a pause while Raidou takes the time to absorb Gil's words.]
You're right - we can.